You ended my heartbeat♥

Still missing him..Wad am I supposed to do? Wait? Or leave? It isnt my choice anymore le. I know he wont reply my msg but still text him,like buying 4D. Dunno will strike or not but still take the bet. Everything I do reminds me of him. Letting memories fade isnt that easy,now I know. I just him to know that I'm there for him no matter wad.
Going chiong hmwk all on sat at shin's hse and civic centre-.- sure cant finish de lorh, sure die, atmost sch reopen kena detention. LOL. Hope my grades will improve,I dun wanna be the last in 3E1:( hengheng go in also must try work hard le. Hais. Sadsad.

When she says she still love you,
She want you to say it back to her.

When she says she can't forget you,
She wants you to trust that she really can't.

When she says she kept thinking bout you from day to night,
She's trying to tell you that she misses you a lot.

When she says she's trying to get over you,
She's trying to tell you that you still meant to her.

When she ask you what you are doing,
She's trying to tell you that she still cares.

When she says she wants you back,
She's trying to test if you still love her.

When she says that she wants you to be happy,
She meant that she wants you to tell her that you won't be happy without her.

When she ask if you're attached,
She's trying to grab the chance to want you back.

When she ask if she can still be friends with you,
She meant that she can't let you go.

When she tells you to take care,
She wants to be informed if you're sick.

When she tells you that she cried because of you,
She wants your attention.

When she tells you that some guys are trying to flirt her,
She expects you to get jealous.

When she text you anyday,
She expects you to rmbr her.

When she text you at night,
She really misses you.

When she tells you that she's suffering,
She meant that it seems that she couldn't let you go.
That's wad I'm thinking now.. I still love him,

Nowdays like no mood, dunno why, sometimes okayokie sometimes not. Still care for him. Having tupid gastric. Hope will be fine aft a few days. Life is bored:(

Love this:) Quite touching.
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if this doesn't touch you... you're heartless.
One night a guy & a girl were
driving home from the movies.
....
The boy sensed there was
something wrong because of the painful
silence they shared between them.
The girl then asked the boy to pull over
because she wanted to talk.
She told him that her
feelings had changed & that it was time to move on
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he
slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note
At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down
that very same street.
He swerved right into the drivers seat,
killing the boy.Miraculously, the girl survived.
....
Remembering the note, she
pulled it out & read it , it said
"Without your love, I would die."
...

Wadever shyt luhs. Since he dun care le I still care so much for wad? baby here baby there. A good liar I suppose. Prove all taken. There isnt any need to deny. Head damn pain,online for bout 5h le,vision blurr. Didnt touch any food today, just feel very sick and wanted to be alone, wanted to cry and just get over it asap. But everything seems to remind me of him. He's a jerk, I cant agree. I just dont understand him,I'm still speaking up for him. God, just let me learn to let go bahs. It'll ba easier and sweeter. Short and sweet. If forever meant eternity, den wad does goodbye means?

Hais,still feeling like hell,feel like dying. Damn sad de,wanna laugh but too sad for it? I miss him a lot. I love him a lot. It remains the same even though we broke up. A mixture of being sad and being lost turns me insane and blur. I want him back. I want us back!わたしは、あなたを愛しています~>ILY. I want you to be mine again. I cried so badly for that asking-for-a-breakup. Friends all say not worth,but i just dun care! I love him means I love him. I'm stupid,silly,devoted. I'm an idiot.... Wad am I to him? Maybe just a toy. Play le throw. Shin keep saying that he's not even serious,he can let go so easily, why can't I? But thats the truth, I can't seem to get over him. I dunno if he's serious. So I could only tell her, its all over, don't talk bout' it le. Wad more could I ask for? A patch? Hais. Maybe a slap on my face is better.

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers.
Right? But I clearly know that it's really over,it really hurts like it's nobody's business,I wanna cry,but he doesn't care anymore. So wad for? To make myself look so stupid.

JindeeC.♥
钟诗佳
" She’s a lil girl,
living in her perfect world
Until the bad guy came...
and tore everything apart.."
Sweet 14. Add me in fs & fb:)

In the morning.
you rang
" Sry babe, after these days... I thought, it's better for us to go our own ways..I'm sry."
It ended.
171209,
You end everything with just "I'm sry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended me,
my heartbeat,
my life.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
& now, there's nth i could do to bring u back to me.

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